meaning lyrics from " When I can't Sing" JB version

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

Do you know that who I am on screen isn’t really my everything? (Do you know?)
Do you know that my overflowing confidence makes me even more anxious? (Do you know?)

Standing under the flashing lights, there is a thick shadow behind me

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

You say that you love me but, Am I really who you love? (Am I?)
You say that you fell for me but, Am I really the one who made you fall for me? (Am I?)
When you are in my arms, looking at me, I want to ask you these questions

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

Someday, the day will come (the day will come)
I’ll come down from the stage where the cheers have decreased
As my shoulders droop down (shoulders droop down)
My head hung low (even then), Will you stand by my side?

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
I want to ask you, Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

Coloring The Black Day

Udah mulai masuk bulan April neh...Yang ke inget di bulan ini tuh, kalo gak April fool ya Black Day. Sebagai single yang berbahagia gak ada salahnya dong kita persiapin moment buat ngerayain Black day.  Gak perlu muluk-muluk nyari jajangmyeon yang notabene emang rada susah dicari (atau mungkin malah gak ada) di kota ini. Yang terpenting saat Black day bagi aq adalah bisa kumpul2 sama sohib yang sama2 single, ngobrol2 sepuas hati, doing every thing we want to do, intinya harus seneng2 tanpa mikirin status kita. Mau apapun status kita, pasti ada sisi enak dan ada juga sisi gak enaknya kan??? Yang penting enjoy aja dengan apa yang sedang kita jalani sekarang.

Tapi bemang bukan Black Day kalo gak pake jajangmyeon. Emmmm bisa diganti pake mie ayam yang dikasih kecap rada banyak kali ya??? Hahaha voilla jadilah javanesse jajangmyeon. Biar nuansa hitamnya tambah kentel enak neh nyeduh black coffe sambil ngobrol ngalor-ngidul sama sohib2 setelah sekian lama sama2 terkungkung dalam balutan seabrek tugas kuliah yang hampir membuat gila. Ditambah minum soju2 dikit juga boleh lah ya,,,,  . Oh iya bisa juga neh manfaatin 14 April besok bwat me time, alias saat nya miliki waktu kita buat manjain diri, ngerawat diri, percantik diri atau mungkin ganti penampilan. Memiliki sekelumit kebahagiaan sebelum kembali ke rutinitas padat perkuliahan, untuk me refresh pikiran, tenaga, badan sebelum kembali berlari meraih mimpi. :)

“Hari ini adalah Black Day, Orang2 single diluar sana! Sudahkah kalian makan jajangmyon? Saya Tiffany akan mendoakan untuk takdir yang baik, Fighting!”

-Tiffany SNSD

singing my blue

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh