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Kupu-kupu

Seorang laki-laki menemukan sebuah kepompong kupu-kupu. Suatu hari kepompong itu retak dan berlubang kecil. Dia duduk memperhatikan kupu-kupu yang ada di dalamnya berusah keluardari lubang kecil itu selama berjam-jam. Kemudian kupu-kupu itu berhentiberusaha. Kelihatannya ia telah berusaha sekuat tenaga, dan merasa tak mampu lagi.

Jadi laki-laki itu memutuskan untuk membantu kupu-kupu itu. Dia mengambil gunting dan menggunting sedikit kepompong itu.

Kupu-kupu itu akhirnya dapat keluar dengan mudah. Tetapi ia memiliki sayap yang kecil dan mengkerut dan tubuh yang gembung.

Laki-laki itu melanjutkan memperhatikan kupu-kupu itu karena ia berharap bahwa sayap itu akan berkembang dan membesar dan dapat menopang tubuhnya.

Tapi tak ada yang terjadi! Kupu-kupu itu menghabiskan sisa hidupnya dengan merangkak dengan tubuh bengkak dan sayap yang mengkerut. Ia tidak pernah bisa terbang.

Walaupun laki-laki itu bermaksud baik, tetapi ia tidak memahami bahwa kulit kepompon yang sempit itu dan perjuangan kupu-kupu untuk keluar dari lubang kecil itu adalah cara Tuhan untuk mengalirkan cairan yang ada pada tubuh kupu-kupu ke sayapnya sehingga sayapnya akan mekar dan ia akan bisa terbang ketika ia sudah berhasil keluar dari kepompongnya.

Terkadang perjuangan/kesulitan adalahhal yang kita butuhkan dalam hidup kita. Jika Tuhan membuat hidup kita selalu lapang tanpa rintangan, maka keadaan ini akan melumpuhkan kita.

Saya meminta kekuatan...

dan Tuhan memberi saya kesulitan untuk membuat saya kuat

Saya meminta kebijaksanaan...

dan Tuhan memberi saya permasalahan untuk dipecahkan

Saya meminta kemakmuran...

dan Tuhan memberi saya otak dan tenaga untuk digunakan meraihnya.

Saya meminta keberanian...

dan Tuhan memberi saya bahaya untuk dilalui

Saya meminta cinta...

dan Tuhan memberi saya pengganggu untuk membantu

Saya meminta kemurahhatian...

dan Tuhan memberi saya kesempatan-kesempatan

Saya tidak mendapatkan apa pun yang saya inginkan...

saya mendapatkan segala hal yang saya butuhkan!

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meaning lyrics from " When I can't Sing" JB version

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

Do you know that who I am on screen isn’t really my everything? (Do you know?)
Do you know that my overflowing confidence makes me even more anxious? (Do you know?)

Standing under the flashing lights, there is a thick shadow behind me

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

You say that you love me but, Am I really who you love? (Am I?)
You say that you fell for me but, Am I really the one who made you fall for me? (Am I?)
When you are in my arms, looking at me, I want to ask you these questions

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

Someday, the day will come (the day will come)
I’ll come down from the stage where the cheers have decreased
As my shoulders droop down (shoulders droop down)
My head hung low (even then), Will you stand by my side?

Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
I want to ask you, Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

YOU

I still remember the first day we met
We were too shy to say much at all
It's funny to think back to that time
Because now we're having a ball!

They say that true friendship is rare
An adage that I believe to be true
Genuine friendship is something that I cherish
I am so lucky to have met you.

Our bond is extremely special
It is unique in it's own way
We have something irreplaceable 
I love you more and more each day.

We've been through so much together
In so little time we've shared 
I will never forget all the moments
that you've shown me how much you cared.

Friends are forever
Especially the bond that you and I possess
I love your fun-filled personality
Somehow you never fail to impress.

The world could use more people like you
it would certainly be a better place
I love everything about you
You are someone I could never replace.

You are always there for me
When my spirits need a little lift
I cannot thank you enough for that
You are truly an extraordinary gift.

You are everything to me and more
I could never express that enough
Life is such a treacherous journey, and
Without you it would be even more tough.

Our story will continue to grow
With each passing day
Because I trust that with you by my side
Everything will always be Okay.

You are so dear to me
You know I will love you until the end
I will always be there for you, and
You will always (and forever) be my best friend.

Memories.... ^_^

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

Her] I've been living with a shadow over head.
I've been sleeping with a cloud about my bed.
I've been lonely for so long. Traped in the past I just can't seem to move on.

[Him] I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away.
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday.
I've been setting aside time, to clear a little space in the corners of my mind.

[Together] All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through with out a way back into love.
Ooohhhhhoooo.

[Her] I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine.
I've been searching but I just dont see the signs.
I know that it's out there, theres gotta be something for my soul somewhere.

[Him] I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
not somebody just to get me through the night.
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions.

[Together] All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it throw with out a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again.
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.
Ooooohhhoooohhhoo ooohhhohooooo hhooohhoooo

[Her] There are moment when I don't know if its real,
or if anybody feels the way I feel.
I need insperation, not just another negotiation.

[Together] All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it throw with out a way back into love.
And if I open my heart to you. I'm hoping you'll show me what to do.
And if you help me to start again. You know that I'll be there for you in the end.
ooohhhooohhooo ooooohhooo oh oh woaho woaho woahohooo woaho woahohoooo

Coloring The Black Day

Udah mulai masuk bulan April neh...Yang ke inget di bulan ini tuh, kalo gak April fool ya Black Day. Sebagai single yang berbahagia gak ada salahnya dong kita persiapin moment buat ngerayain Black day.  Gak perlu muluk-muluk nyari jajangmyeon yang notabene emang rada susah dicari (atau mungkin malah gak ada) di kota ini. Yang terpenting saat Black day bagi aq adalah bisa kumpul2 sama sohib yang sama2 single, ngobrol2 sepuas hati, doing every thing we want to do, intinya harus seneng2 tanpa mikirin status kita. Mau apapun status kita, pasti ada sisi enak dan ada juga sisi gak enaknya kan??? Yang penting enjoy aja dengan apa yang sedang kita jalani sekarang.

Tapi bemang bukan Black Day kalo gak pake jajangmyeon. Emmmm bisa diganti pake mie ayam yang dikasih kecap rada banyak kali ya??? Hahaha voilla jadilah javanesse jajangmyeon. Biar nuansa hitamnya tambah kentel enak neh nyeduh black coffe sambil ngobrol ngalor-ngidul sama sohib2 setelah sekian lama sama2 terkungkung dalam balutan seabrek tugas kuliah yang hampir membuat gila. Ditambah minum soju2 dikit juga boleh lah ya,,,,  . Oh iya bisa juga neh manfaatin 14 April besok bwat me time, alias saat nya miliki waktu kita buat manjain diri, ngerawat diri, percantik diri atau mungkin ganti penampilan. Memiliki sekelumit kebahagiaan sebelum kembali ke rutinitas padat perkuliahan, untuk me refresh pikiran, tenaga, badan sebelum kembali berlari meraih mimpi. :)

“Hari ini adalah Black Day, Orang2 single diluar sana! Sudahkah kalian makan jajangmyon? Saya Tiffany akan mendoakan untuk takdir yang baik, Fighting!”

-Tiffany SNSD

singing my blue

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh